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This may not be the place to post this but here goes
I lost my ex boyfriend almost 1 year ago. I've done a very good job of trying to not think of him to help get through things (I know I know, not necessarily the approprite grieving process but its how I do things).
Today I was reminded very strongly that you are gone and I miss you very much.
I always loved animals, dogs especially but it was you that made me love and care about my shepherds so much. I would have never been able to have one growing up. My mom was "attacked" by one and was always terrified (although its great to see her now with our shepherd mix Chase and my boy Izaak). I cant imagine ever having a different breed... I wish you could have met Izaak..you would love him so much. He is exactly what you wanted when we talked about getting our shepherd together. I hate that it has almost been a year since you've been gone. Its not the same with out you and everything reminds me of you. It makes me hate this city. Its not right that you were cheated so young and I hate that the person that ended your life has yet to see any reprocussions. I miss you so much and I wish that this anniversary was ours and not of your death. RIP Jesse. I will never forget you
I lost my ex boyfriend almost 1 year ago. I've done a very good job of trying to not think of him to help get through things (I know I know, not necessarily the approprite grieving process but its how I do things).
Today I was reminded very strongly that you are gone and I miss you very much.
I always loved animals, dogs especially but it was you that made me love and care about my shepherds so much. I would have never been able to have one growing up. My mom was "attacked" by one and was always terrified (although its great to see her now with our shepherd mix Chase and my boy Izaak). I cant imagine ever having a different breed... I wish you could have met Izaak..you would love him so much. He is exactly what you wanted when we talked about getting our shepherd together. I hate that it has almost been a year since you've been gone. Its not the same with out you and everything reminds me of you. It makes me hate this city. Its not right that you were cheated so young and I hate that the person that ended your life has yet to see any reprocussions. I miss you so much and I wish that this anniversary was ours and not of your death. RIP Jesse. I will never forget you