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This is my Ruca-bear ❤She is a 7(Almost 8)year old female sheppie, but most importantly she is my emotional therapy companion. I got her a month before my 17th birthday when she was about 9-10weeks old. Two years prior to her coming into my life, I had dealt with an extremely traumatic experience. Because of that, I started ditching school which caused my grades to drop completely, started abusing every substance a person can think of, screaming over nothing towards my family, I was just a mess. Now, I’ve always had dogs in my life. Since the moment my parents had me we’ve always had dogs and litters. But I always wanted a big dog. My parents had Jack Russell Terriers and Fox Terriers who I loved but wasn’t my dream dog. Well FINALLY after a therapist told my parents I need an emotional support companion, I was given the chance to get a German Shepherd. But my dad said “The only way you can get one, is if you get a job and save up atleast $500 to cover half of the dogs price. You do that, I’ll pay the other half and for training.” So that summer I worked at the mall and saved up. June 16, 2013 I went to see the litter wanting a little sable boy. But I see this sweet, docile, little black girl and instantly knew “that’s my girl” and I was so right. I chose the name Ruca because in Chicano slang “Ruca” means your #1 girl and that’s who she’s been.
She’s seen me deal with drug addiction to sobriety. High School dropout to High School graduate. I went to college, but mentally I still wasn’t ready. Once I dropped out, I got so depressed I didn’t leave my house for almost an entire month. I wouldn’t even leave my bedroom. She opened my eyes to how my behavior affected her. When I laid in bed all day, she laid in bed all day looking sad and depressed. I remember thinking “a dog should be happy” and she wasn’t happy because I wasn’t happy. That was the moment I remember taking steps to change my life. I took some of my college fund and moved to Minnesota to get a fresh start. Just a girl and her wolf friend. Got a job for a video game company, than once the game released followed my dream of going to the best hair school. And now, I’m a happy, stable human being.
My point of sharing my story is to show people how drastically ONE DOG can change a persons life. And if you, a family member, or a friend deal with mental health issues please consider getting a GSD as an emotional support companion. I go on road trips all the time with my dog when I start to get in a funk and that instantly cures my funk. Even just a walk with her brings me some sense of clarity. The love I have for her and the love that spills out of her for me is the reason I’m in a good place. Dogs really are a girls best friend.