GoodBye My Sweet Ari

I don't know how to say goodbye Ari, you have been my strength for the past 4 years. Always wanting to be by my side never letting me get out of your sight, even when in the restroom you would wait outside patiently for me to come out. I feel so lost without you here and kind of empty when I come in and you are not there to greet me. I can remember the September day when I brought you home and seeing the fear in your face not knowing if I was going to be be like the last owner and just forget you and you soon seen what it was like to be treated unlike you once were. I miss your sloppy kisses that sometimes got carried away and sometime nibble instead of licking my face out of pure love and you got to know what love was even if it was such a short time. Ari died this morning after complication from surgery to try to save her, she was diaonosed with pyometreosis. I feel that I failed you and wish I could have saved you or caught this earlier. I wish I could have been there to with you in the last moments to tell you how sorry I am and how much I will miss you and how much joy you have brought us thru the few years that you were here. Anyway I look forward to someday seeing you again and playing with your favorite ball and having you climb onto my lap as if you were a little dog and just remember that I will always love you