I'm pretty competitive. I like to win, and I train with the expectation that we can. Also, I can't get interested in any sport where we don't have the potential to at least
maybe hit the top, which is why Pongu and I are currently a one-sport team.
It's not realistic for me to expect to land in the ribbons with every run, given that Pongu has a lot of mental problems and we're in a pretty competitive region. We're often up against 30 to 50+ other teams at a Rally trial, and some of those teams have been doing this for many years, whereas Pongu and I have been on the circuit for less than a year and have Issues. Consequently, placing in the ribbons can be tough at the bigger trials! But honestly, if we don't break about 205 (out of a possible 210) on a qualifying run these days, I consider it a bad run... and that number is likely to creep higher as we smooth out our remaining bobbles.
Occasionally I am disappointed in Pongu when his anxiety causes him to melt down and NQ an exercise that I know he can do perfectly at home. I'll admit that -- and I'll further admit that it's a big reason I'm looking for a sane dog as my next partner. But it doesn't happen often. Much more often I'm incredibly proud that Pongu's not only able to compete, but can actually
win, given that when we started nobody thought he'd ever trial at all.
I'm never sad or envious when we get beaten by a better team. There are some amazing teams out there, and watching their joyous cooperation is never anything but an inspiration to work harder so that we, too, can share that incredible bond.
