So sorry for your loss, what a GREAT picture!
Naw, you're not horrible. My daughter brought to my attention that we have more photos of our animals on the wall, than we do of our grandkids.I know people will probably think I am a horrible human being but I struggle with losing Rex so much more than anything else. I don't know how it's possible but I felt more loved from my GSD than any other living thing on this planet. I would do anything to have him back.