I completely agree with all of the above. I mean, I know me, and I know what I can offer, and have in the past, but no one else but family, friends, and shelters know I put everything into my personal dogs, and my foster/rescue dogs. But you’re right, I could be a creepy serial killer that likes to torture dogs as a side hobby. Not the case, but I’m sure you get my meaning.
I’d be happy to post videos if someone could tell me how to upload to YouTube, and I can do a tour of my house, yard, pool, doggie area with a large A/C dog house. I can show videos of training sessions with my three. I can show you my husky running the agility course in our back yard, and I could provide my vets information, they know how dedicated I am.
But I 100% understand how you feel.