You found something that you could appreciate, something you valued. It was unique, and now that it's gone there's nothing else that can replace it exactly, maybe nothing even close.
It seems more and more, the only thing that really matters are the bonds we make. And the only bonds where we matter back, are with other living, conscious beings. When those bonds are breaking, we notice how strong they really are.
Because Gabriel meant so much to you, he means something to us.
I hope you find some comfort in sharing your grief, and the transition from sadness to mostly happy memories and good feelings comes to you soon.
Last edited by brucebourdon; 12-06-2015 at 09:46 AM.