How awful, my heart is crying for you. He looked to be such a handsome boy. I lost my sailor last month. He was fine one minute and then within 30 minutes I had to make a decision about life or death, and this was very tragic, as you felt like everything with your dog Hapenned so fast too. These kind of things can leave us reeling. How can they be here one minute and be fine, and then the next minute our babies are gone? Take your time to mourn him, and when you are ready, start to let the love and memories you had for him fill you up, this is the only way I have found I can cope. And also, your amazing for giving one dog a beautiful home and life and love. Remember that.