I’m who I’ve always been, but cannot post because they ban each account. I thought maybe being someone “new” would allow me to work in enough posts to be able to explain my side, because the mods won’t allow it and continue to block me.
I am not, nor have I ever been, SeniorGSD. I did email the mods to explain this, but they just banned that account also. SeniorGSD is my grandfather, whom I trying to build a relationship with. He is my biological grandfather on my paternal side, and as I never had a relationship with my biological father, I in turn knew none of his family. Since my biological dad passed, my grandfather got in touch with me, and comes for visits. We found our love of GSD’s to be something we could easily communicate over. I told him about this site, and he asked that I create him an account because he doesn’t even know how to check his own email. He’s not from a tech savvy generation. So I created him an account, and when he visits, I log him on for him to post as himself. Yes, the login IP’s are the same, I only use my phone to access the site, so of course it’s going to show two accounts under one IP address. We use the same device.
The original thread that Sue created, he read. It killed him to know what I dealt with as a child/teen, because he wasn’t there to step in and put a stop to it. Never have I lied or embellished on this site, until the ban and public humiliation over something that wasn’t true to begin with. Everything said in the follow up thread posted by JChrest was ME, anything posted by SeniorGSD was posted by my grandfather, in his own words, as he was the one that typed and submitted each reply. I am not Schizophrenic, and not trying to be two different people on the forum.
I’m no different now as I was then. I did not use two different accounts to post or comment with, I merely shared a device when my grandfather visited. I posted my Facebook info, as well as my email if anyone was interested in hearing the truth, but that was the ONLY post the mods deleted, me having my say in the events, and why there were 2 accounts.
Yes, I created multiple accounts AFTER the ban to try to get on and explain myself, but would be banned within minutes. This will likely be deleted and banned within minutes or seconds, but again, my email is [email protected]
And I am on Facebook as Jenn Cavender, which is who I am. There are also pictures of all 4 of my dogs, pictures of me recovering from surgery, pictures of me and my grandfather. I’m not sure how much more I can do to prove who I am, but losing a place in the forum is heartbreaking to me, as it was my one source of communication with “people.” I’ve been depressed and not in a good place since, all over a simple mistake that I wasn’t allowed to explain. Hopefully this post will not be deleted so my story can be shared. I know I shouldn’t care about what others on a forum that I’ve never met think about me, but thinking the worst of me slices me apart.
I am sorry for any confusion, or anyone my grandfather angered in his posts, but I wish the mods were willing to work with me, and ban the appropriate person, instead of assuming it was one person controlling both accounts. Anyway, that is my side of events.