Goodbye to my baby boy :-(

kelly-lou · 09-23-2012, 07:16 PM

My beautiful boy Storm was taken from me on tuesday, he went to the vet to be castrated and suffered a cardiac arrest as they brought him round from the operation. My heart is totally broken and I'm lost without him.
It took me months to actually get the courage to take him to have the op in the first place and now I'm feeling so guilty that I took him, I know that it had to be done as he had a retained testicle but that doesn't help with my guilt for what has happened.
He was a very nervous boy and so I was allowed to sit with him while the sedative took effect, stroking him and telling him how much I loved him and that I would see him very soon. If only I knew that would be the last time I could cuddle him I would never of let him go, he was only 11months old and should of had so much more time here with me.
I know he is at peace now and is with my last girl waiting at rainbow bridge, but the pain in my heart is so bad. Love you boy....sleep well until we meet again xx

GatorDog · 09-23-2012, 07:21 PM

I am so, so sorry for your loss

Loneforce · 09-23-2012, 07:23 PM

Sorry for your loss

Rip Storm

**JakodaCD OA** · 09-23-2012, 07:23 PM

I am so very very sorry

Gilly1331 · 09-23-2012, 07:38 PM

So sorry for your loss.

Jax08 · 09-23-2012, 07:39 PM

I"m so sorry.

wolfy dog · 09-23-2012, 07:46 PM

That is devastating. But you made the decision to have him neutered with all good intentions to prevent trouble later in his life.

msvette2u · 09-23-2012, 07:51 PM

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Rest in Peace, Storm

Momto2GSDs · 09-23-2012, 07:56 PM

Wolfy is absolutely right!
Don't blame yourself. You love him dearly and you were doing what was best for him. He must have had a problem with this heart that you had no idea about, so this could have happened at any time.
He knew you loved him.
I am so very sorry.

sit,stay · 09-23-2012, 08:00 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. I know it is impossible to not second guess your decisions, but please know that it wasn't your fault.
Sheilah

09-23-2012, 07:16 PM	#1 (permalink)
kelly-lou Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2012 Location: Northampton, England Posts: 26	Goodbye to my baby boy :-( My beautiful boy Storm was taken from me on tuesday, he went to the vet to be castrated and suffered a cardiac arrest as they brought him round from the operation. My heart is totally broken and I'm lost without him. It took me months to actually get the courage to take him to have the op in the first place and now I'm feeling so guilty that I took him, I know that it had to be done as he had a retained testicle but that doesn't help with my guilt for what has happened. He was a very nervous boy and so I was allowed to sit with him while the sedative took effect, stroking him and telling him how much I loved him and that I would see him very soon. If only I knew that would be the last time I could cuddle him I would never of let him go, he was only 11months old and should of had so much more time here with me. I know he is at peace now and is with my last girl waiting at rainbow bridge, but the pain in my heart is so bad. Love you boy....sleep well until we meet again xx

09-23-2012, 07:21 PM	#2 (permalink)
GatorDog Knighted Member Join Date: Aug 2011 Location: Albany, NY Posts: 2,876	I am so, so sorry for your loss __________________ -Alexis Aiden vom HausDaka - (HOT) CGC, TT, IPO2 Carma vom Oz Haus - puppy in training! http://sharpshepherd.wordpress.com//

09-23-2012, 07:23 PM	#3 (permalink)
Loneforce Knighted Member Join Date: Feb 2012 Location: PA Posts: 2,418	Sorry for your loss Rip Storm __________________ Jonas :Black & Red WGSL D.O.B.01/14/2012... Taz:11/15/99-01/16/12 Ginger:06/23/02-02/13/13

09-23-2012, 07:23 PM	#4 (permalink)
JakodaCD OA Moderator Join Date: May 2000 Location: Old Lyme, CT USA Posts: 17,573	I am so very very sorry __________________ Diane Danger Danger vom Kleinen Hain aka Masi "Angel" Jakoda's Bewitchen Sami CD OA OAJ OAC NGC OJC RS-O GS-N JS-O TT HIC CGC "Angel" Steinwald's Four x Four CGC HIC TT Harmonyhill's Hy Jynx NA NAJ NAC NJC RS-N JS-N HIC Jakoda's Jagged Edge

09-23-2012, 07:38 PM	#5 (permalink)
Gilly1331 Master Member Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Sandy Hook, Connecticut Posts: 750	So sorry for your loss. __________________ Lexi- GSD/Bull Mastiff Zeus-GSD Kimber-GSD Diesel-GSD ___________________ Calvin- poyldactyl cat

09-23-2012, 07:39 PM	#6 (permalink)
Jax08 Crowned Member Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: NNE PA Posts: 19,051	I"m so sorry. __________________ Michelle _________________________________________ Jax Von Monkeybutt, CGC Queen Banshee Boo Sierra the Undecided Cracker, The Great Shedder Rich N Handsome, "Red"

09-23-2012, 07:46 PM	#7 (permalink)
wolfy dog Elite Member Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: Pacific NW Posts: 1,336	That is devastating. But you made the decision to have him neutered with all good intentions to prevent trouble later in his life. __________________ To know if you are doing things right, you should be willing to trade places with your dog.

09-23-2012, 07:51 PM	#8 (permalink)
msvette2u Banned Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Beautiful Pacific NW Posts: 11,005	I'm so very sorry for your loss. Rest in Peace, Storm

09-23-2012, 07:56 PM	#9 (permalink)
Momto2GSDs Senior Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Posts: 332	Wolfy is absolutely right! Don't blame yourself. You love him dearly and you were doing what was best for him. He must have had a problem with this heart that you had no idea about, so this could have happened at any time. He knew you loved him. I am so very sorry.

09-23-2012, 08:00 PM	#10 (permalink)
sit,stay Knighted Member Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Idaho Posts: 2,665	I am so sorry for your loss. I know it is impossible to not second guess your decisions, but please know that it wasn't your fault. Sheilah

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