Join Date: Jan 2005
Location: ontario, canada
I am taking a me day, I never take them, I never blow off things to be selfish and I am doing it today. I was so wound up yesterday with stuff with the house not going to plan, dh having an accident then failing to call me all day, by the time he got home last night saw a box of his stuff on the front porch, smart boy used the garage entrance, I was wound so tight all I could do was pace.
After Tuesday night I had all the locks rekeyed yesterday, it was also the day the money went from the bank to the lawyer, the insurance binders were sent, I realized my insurance broker is incompetent, the seller is peeving me off... Add dh into the mix LOL, he said I was like a tornado, he tried to get me to sit down and I couldn't, he finally poured me a stiff drink and forced me onto the couch with him, then took me upstairs LOL.
Much clearer head today and much better mood! I fell asleep so deeply in his arms I heard nothing until DD woke me at 5:30, I didn't even know he put her in bed with me until I heard her "Hello, hello", right in my face. So he's working today, off tomorrow, I'm leaving here shortly for a walk with dd, go to the store, get some money, and hit a couple craft sales around town! I am not doing any packing, any correspondence regarding the house, not doing anything in regards to my business I'm starting back up, just relaxing. Watch some real housewives, get the laundry done, some cleaning and be selfish! Maybe take a nap with DD!
I know getting wound up was my own doing, but now he's back closer to home working for a week, going to be home tomorrow, I feel like the weight around my neck is gone. I was so mad at him last night, he walked through the door, gave me that goofy smile, said sorry and I wasn't mad anymore, still wound tight, but not angry, just relieved he was home, he was safe.
That's my verbal rant, puke out of emotions for the day! Now to go have fun!