Uh that's not losing control! That's stepping up! You should be very proud of both yourself and Bane!! My guy also stepped up but he was only protecting me from a dog.Your guy was protecting you someone else and stopping an assault!!!
Holy crap! You can't do better than that!! Was it foolish, well yeah! Your a hero and that's kinda what heroes do!!
I also had PTSD, it's not something to fool around with, take car of yourself!