I'm sorry to hear about your trouble. If you include your location someone may be able to recommend a trainer. I think you need professional help with this.
When a dog saves the life of a man, it becomes clear that partnership knows no bounds.
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Marshall - T.E.D.D. OEF XII-XIII (Lab)(SF EDD)
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Pud - the old man (Pit x Lab)