Give up your job today, your present home, pick up your puppy and drive. Believe me, you have nothing to lose, you lost your spouse and you would lose the next one. What you are living for? To work? There wouldn't be any wife, any children, any friends, no dog, no happiness if you continue the way you live now.
I don't really get your post tbh
So leaving my job and my home would solve my problem about having to leave my puppy alone for a long time?
How would no money and no home solve that?
I got no money saved up.