Why do you hang on...
Why do you hang on to the ones you love or are supposed to love at least?
I'm really sad today.
And I was thinking about all the people who I wish were dead in my life. Not dead out of spite or hate or revenge. Just dead out of the fact that I want them out of their misery and sadly I want them to stop being a burden. The list includes my FIL (soon to need chemo), my mom (very sick...), my BIL (schitzo) and sometimes even my dad simply so he wouldn't be so miserable...I don't want to hold on to them.
Am I psychotic for thinking like this? Am I heartless? It really upsets me.
What's worse is I'd move mountains (and metaphorically have) for a sick pet...possibly even a stranger.
Is that really worse?
Do you understand???