It's not the puppies fault that you are disappointed. You shouldn't blame her and your disappoint should be in 'yourself', for possibly not doing your homework.
If you really can't 'bond' with her , then think of what would be in the best interest of the puppy, which most likely would be with a family who would appreciate her.
The puppy doesn't deserve to be with someone who will not cherish and appreciate her for what she is..
Dont mean to sound harsh, but I wouldn't want to live my life with someone who was 'disappointed' that I wasn't what I was supposed to be.
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