[Zeeva]

I think...I owe my mom A LOT. She's been sick for over half her life. Don't I owe it to her...

I also don't think some of don't understand? I come from a starkly different culture and religion...it boggles my mind but there is a Hadith that states that having children is half your dean...I know there's a lot of jargon in there but maybe someone will understand...