[KZoppa]

whats the surgery for?

I don't blame you for being nervous. It's intimidating. Surgery is intimidating. I've had two c-sections; one an emergency C and the other planned. I know that is likely not even close to what you're going in for but it's intimidating and scary all the time. I think I spent so much time, even thoroughly exhausted from 20 hours of labor and 4 hours of pushing, that I still managed to psych myself out so much I made things worse. When all was said and done, I really did psych myself out both times and it wasn't near as bad as my mind tried to make it out to be.

Just remember to breath and stay positive. Listen to music if it'll help to relax you. Its nerve wracking but you can do this.